whimsicalorchid

So far, it had been a tiring day – a trying day, for her mind and heart. The vacant sound of their empty room was nothing that helped her wounded heart. She could hear the echo of her ceiling fan and whatever music played softly in the background on her laptop. The sounds and voices that escaped it eased the pain in her. Still early it seems, the lingering presence of him was still in the air. Still in her pillows that she felt his lingering warmth though her body had to compensate for the need of warmth to his hands, and yet when warmed they became so searing to the touch. The lack of him near her was detrimental to being. All she had

The endless night have started again My mind racing, pacing, sounding again I know I haven't been possibly the best.. Whatever you wish to call me in relative to you But I assure, I don't wish to treat you like the rest There is a constant pain inside that overruns me It is almost like I'm always powerless and hungry My heart aching and soundless Like I'm caged, and not boundless, its Almost as if I'm falling in a trap And the act, has only strengthened my need to attack But, I certainly know that this is not the way So please I assure you I wish for you to stay Because, perhaps belatedly, I know that I'm doing it again Pushing

In the mist of my sleep, I had heard voices that wished to approach. A group of quiet murmur of echoes that faded in and out of coherence. The myriad of voice was maddening. Making me shake in the blackness that made up where my apparent dream had taken me. Until a harsh, androgynous voice hushed the other's a sharp, "Silence!" A quiet whisper that had jolted my eyes open to look about the vacant abyss. I call out sheepishly, "Hello?" The silence was definite. The voice that had now spoken had led me to gulp down a knot in my chest and let it fall in my stomach. Creating an unseen tidal wave that splashed against the walls of my stomach.

By rough hands, I was been groped by unseen hands and perversely gazed upon by eyes covered by glasses. Women and Men, picking and prodding, pulling me by the mouth as they inspected me none too gently since it was my own fault for struggling against their hold on me. Pushed down by an invisible force, I saw a black blur. Too busy trying to figure out what exactly was going on; I did not come to realize that there was a large needle inching towards my neck until it pierced my flesh. A sharp, pathetic sound ripped through my throat and the dark yellow ooze was injected. I fell, limp against the chest of some random fellow, gripping the mater

In my gaze was a putrid sightlessness. It was black and unrelenting. The darkness arching its evil wings over my face. The white doors and walls that locked me inside the blasted room would perhaps be the end of me. I was rocked and pulled and pushed by an invisible force as the black carriage brought me further and further into a place where I could not see. Such strange form of transportation despite we being in this modern age. It was a hideous illusion that we were going towards some kind of place for sight seeing. But ultimately, where we were going, I did not know. I could not figure out what position would be best to settle in but it